patience

my neck feels like it has a little plate in it on the right side of my neck. i don't know if my chiropractor broke a thread (which i had in my neck from the torticollis surgery) while he was working on my neck the last time i seen him because it just started feeling like i have a little plate on the right side of my neck and i hate to say it but i think that my last chiropractor was the part of the reason for why they had to keep doing surgery on my neck. dr. shuh is the doctor that i see for botox, which is the alternative to surgery.. but dr. shuh has always passed up giving me botox shots ever since the last time that i had surgery on my torticollis, which had to be at least close to half a year ago. he's almost punishing me for picking an alternative and i don't know of any other doctors at gillette that give botox shots. he's supposed to be this reknown doctor and it's almost like he don't want to help me. for instance, when i asked him to write out a physical therapy order for sister kenny a while ago, he looked me in the eye and said, "well, what do you want from physical therapy at sister kenny? what are your goals? what do you expect to get from sister kenny?" probably because the old bitches of physical therapists at gillette discharged me from physical therapy saying that i didn't show any progress. they didn't have patience, there aren't many people who i've ran into that do have patience to deal with my brain injury, especially when it comes to therapy and rehabilitation.